It's been quite a while. I still remember how happy I am to go to my old school during because I find school a more happier place to be at. But, when the last days arrive, I felt so devastated. I miss my friends every single day. And I always thought how I would never go through this. To me, without them, I'm nothing. I'll be lonely with no one to talk to. No jokes to laugh with or even share with. I even tried wishing that the day wouldn't come. It was difficult when I said goodbye to everyone. I couldn't help the tears. I just wanted to let it all out. Share those tears that I would shed there. That's the last time I'm crying there.
When I went home, I realize I forgotten Danisha's gift. I quickly hailed a cab to get the present because it's really important to me. I kept all the gifts that they gave. When, I reached school I felt like I don't belong there anymore in an instant. I don't know why. Since when I walked away from there and then I came back, it felt a little awkward because it's like I'm a stranger who tries to fit it like my first day of school in there.And when I went to my class to get the gift, I sat on my desk one last time and cried. I was so depressed because I know I might not see them anymore. Even if I want to I can't. You know why? because of my transportation. I've always had transportation problems.
So when I finally moved in to my new house, I was so freaked out about my new school. I kept wondering how would the people there be like or would they like me? or would they hate me? I even wonder whether would I fit in and make best friends? because a lot of people said that I'm a socializer but actually I'm not really sure. I'm not THAT good in starting conversations or find a good topic.
But so far, in my new school it wasn't as bad as I thought it was and I guess I fit well. I remember on my 1st day of school Chun Hou was like " TEACHER!! IS THAT OUR NEW CLASSMATE?". The class was damn noisy and loud but it was fun. I met new friends straight away and I suddenly got really talkative. I even thought that I was getting noisy and annoying but I guess they were alright with it. I like it here because it's like these people really except who you are without really judging you. Well, they do judge you but not as much. They're friendly and I like them.There's like loads of Chinese people even though it's a Malay Government school. It actually feels like a Chinese school sometimes and there's even like a Chinese class during school hours but if some students don't want to join either Chinese or Tamil class, they go somewhere else like me. It's like free time when some people don't really get enough of it. So that is usually the time when I catch up with my homework or studies. There's like only a few Malays. Hindus are like average numbers laa.
I feel kinda racist now xP.
Well that's all for now. I'm like really tired cos I have to wake up at 6am 2mrw and go to skool at 8am til 7pm..so i gotta rest..plus amer is talking sick stuff to me so i guess i gotta pay attention xP
Lalala~~ <3
