Omigosh, I just found out my end-year results and it ain't that good. I'm afraid I won't even be in the 1st class next year D: I mean I did improve, but probably not good enough. And when I go to a lower class, it means I'm gonna lose my dignity. Plus, I know that my Dad's gonna kill me for sure. I mean whose parents doesn't want their kids to go to a 1st class? And you know that if you drop, your parents ain't gonna be proud of you. Cos they're gonna lose their dignity too.
Damn I'm friggin scared of the consequences. God knows what's gonna happen. But since I improved a lot, who knows I might actually stay. But, I'd better not put my hopes up high. I don't wanna end up feeling down because I didn't achieve anything.
But if I really couldn't stay in the 1st class this year, then I guess I'll try harder next year. (Let's just hope I'll still live). I'm like known for the most negative person among my friends. I mean I can't help but to think of all the consequences that I'm gonna be facing soon.
All my friends are just trying to bring me to the positive side. I'm like pushing it away from me. Idk why, so don't ask xP Now, I'm pretty much relying on miracles. (If there is such thing anyway). :P
